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| Wow, it's been forever since my last update on xanga. I miss writing a new weblog every day. It was excited back when everyone used xanga because then you could see what all of your friends were thinking about or doing instead of being able to stalk them with facebook. (Ooh that's funny... firefox is telling me I spelled "xanga" wrong, but facebook is spelled corectly. I didn't know facebook was an actual word yet.. lol).
After going back through some of my old xanga posts I've relized how much I've changed. I don't like it. I used to be a lot more fun and random, now I'm uptight and always getting mad at one thing or another (all small, stupid things too). I really hate how I overreact about a lot of stuff. I've been trying to let go and not expect everything to be perfect all the time. It's hard, but I'm trying. I think a lot of it is because I'm so stressed trying to do everything. 22 credit hours is a lot (it was 24 but I dropped my composition lesson!) of work but I'm trying to manage my time well enough to get everything done that I need to. I think I've done a really good job with that so far this semester.
I'm not really sure why I decided to write this entry. It's been a long time since I've written on xanga, and I'm really bored because a lot of my friends went home this weekend. :/ Plus I guess I just wanted to apologize to everyone that I've been mean to lately. Anyway, I'm extremely tired because it's almost 4 am and this is the latest I've stayed up in a long time. Good night everyone.
Random thought of the day: Give me a break, give me a break.. Break me off a piece of that football cream...
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| until I am home for a month. Exciting, right? I have 5 days of classes left, and then 4 days of finals. I got a lot of crap out of the way this weekend so this last week of class shouldn't be too stressful. I'm not too worried about finals because they're just counted as another test. Well, I'm not worried about my music finals anyway, but I'll have to study for math and french. I am worried about my jury though. I'm still having a little trouble with some of my scales/arpeggios but I should be fine before next week.
blahhhh.
Random thought of the day: Always say I love you..... after surprise buttsecks.
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| I hate being a girl because I hate how girls think. I wish I could have the "no care" attitude that guys have. It would make life so much easier for me.
6 hours is entirely too long of a drive. I wish SEMO was closer. I had to get off at an exit yesterday and take a nap while I was driving home.
Thanksgiving is tomorrow. Yay for seeing the family and yay for good food. No chartwells ... YAY.
Tonight I went to Chipotle with Rachel. It was yummy. Afterwards we went to starbucks. mmm.
I have so many plans while I'm home I don't know how I'm going to have enough time for them all. :O
I have more on my mind, but unfortunately for those of you who read this, it's private.
Have a Happy Thanksgiving!
Random thought of the day: My family bought a pet peacock and it came through the mail. I really like it except when it flies over me and screams.
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| I'm really frustrated right now. I'm at the point where I don't know if I want to be a performance major or not. I like playing the clarinet, but I really hate how Dr. Dean teaches. I don't really get much from his lessons, and they just aggravate me. I hardly play at all, and he just seems really unprofessional about things. He shows up late most of the time, and he answers the phone in my lesson, which really pisses me off. I'm paying him, so he needs to do his job. Plus I absolutely hate studio class, it is the biggest waste of time ever. If I didn't like the music program here and all the other teachers I have I would seriously consider switching to a different school next year to take lessons from someone else. Whatever.
Random thought of the day: My mouth hurts really bad from practicing too much.
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| Last night I went to Fort's football game. We won, of course. The band did really well, of course. Then last night after the game I was at home talking to a friend on the phone and I got another call, so I switch over and it's Chris. He tells me he's driving on 291 out by I70, and so I ask him why he's out there. "Oh I'm on my way to your house. We're going to the plaza." It was pretty random, but we went to the plaza at like 11:30 pm. We got coffee (like 2 minutes before they closed.. it was crazy close timing). and then we walked around the plaza. I love the plaza so much. It would have been better if all the shops weren't closed, but it was midnight..
Today I didn't wake up until almost 2 pm, probably because I stayed up until almost 4am. My dad came over and we played mario party while my mom fixed me my favorite dinner... mashed potatoes and pork chops.. yum. Then later on Caleb, Michael and one of Michael's friends came over and we went to the haunted houses. Originally we were going to the Catacombs, but we didn't realize that it was shut down cause the owner died when he fell in the elevator shaft earlier this year. We ended up going to The Beast and The Edge of Hell. I love haunted houses so much. We had so much fun in there... Michael fell down several times, and one of the times he actually knocked me down with him. hahaha. We should have gone to the new Macabre Cinema because it sounds really awesome, but we didn't know what it was until after we went to the other two houses. Ahh well, there's always next year.
I go back to SEMO tomorrow. It kind of sucks because that means going back to school and boring crap.. but it also means back to having freedom and being able to hang out with my friends down there (whom I miss right now). I need sleep since I have a 5 hour drive awaiting me tomorrow.
Random thought of the day: Burnt funnel cakes make my mouth taste horrible.
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